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[04 Mar 2006|11:49am] |
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ring of fire, the june carter cash version. |
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where is everyone?! ive been in hell for the past half a day and then i get home... and everyone is gone. out doing things. but last night I HAD MCDONALDS. i had a double cheeseburger...and a shamrock shake. i feel so priveleged.
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[27 Feb 2006|12:31pm] |
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Celebrity Fit Club 3 Finale |
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i wish i was at school right now........ i miss my crew. i miss Jade and Katie and Llama and Amber and....Erin and Sarah and everyone else. I miss my lover!! :'( this makes me so sad... im watching Celebrity Fit Club and eating ramen. lets see....12:32 Katie Amber n Llama are in Science...Sarahs in lit. Jade is too... i dont know where Erin is. lol. ive got lots of homework to do.......... oh well.
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[19 Feb 2006|12:59pm] |
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the future freaks me out-- motion city soundtrack |
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Yesterday was fun..went to the movie with Katie, Krissy Caleb n Austin. Krissy sprayed Febreeze in Austin's eye...I spilled Icee on my boob. And ate jalepenos... Brent and Brayden came in for like... 34 seconds. We have come to the conclusion that Brent made me sick... I have like a really bad cough and runny nose and stuff. I think its a cold...that's what they usually call it. Joined a new cult... HNBP. hahahaha. oh so much fun. Now I have to go to my grandma's house... to watch "the race"... I fucking hate Nascar. I have such a bad headache..from coughing so much. Ughhhhh.
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[18 Feb 2006|09:46am] |
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right here--staind |
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I had a lotta fun last night surprisingly. The day sucked really badly. But the night was sooo good. Voice clips kick ass. I love them. With Tristen and Jade and Brent. They're on my mp3 player hahaha. I'm really tired...and I guess I'm gonna go see a movie with Katie and Krissy and Austin and maybe Matt and Erin.. I don't know if I am or not. But yeah....kbye.
i feel a lot better than i did yesterday and the day before..i know that.
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[16 Feb 2006|09:06am] |
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to the end--mcr |
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no school today. HOLLA!<--- i love that word. and the choir concert=cancelled! HOLLA! again. but im really bored now....and theres no one to talk to. and no to talk to... if the power goes out im going to cry. seriously i will.
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[14 Feb 2006|08:36pm] |
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JOHNNY CASH....again. |
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today sucked majorly. i got 2 red carnations at lunch...woo? i dont even want to remember today. then i got home, and it got a little better. not much...but a lil. im listenin to Johnny Cash. he makes me smile..
Amber's my dirrty Valentine for tomorrow. yes, tomorrow. the 15th.
i hate myself still. but i need to learn to deal with it.
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[13 Feb 2006|09:49pm] |
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JOHNNY CASH. |
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i fucking hate myself right now... and i dont even know why.
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[13 Feb 2006|05:42pm] |
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 mmm..kinky. *spanks* |
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all the small things.-- blink 182 |
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yeah today was cool for the most part. it was a lil tense at lunch for like...8 minutes. but we got over that. me and amber did purty badass Julia Childs impressions. but overall my day kicked ass.
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[11 Feb 2006|11:39pm] |
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fuck off. |
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Adam's Song.... blink 182 |
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ok this night went from great to shitty in less than 2 hours. funny how things work out. didnt i tell everyone 2006 was gonna suck?...yeah i believe i did.
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[11 Feb 2006|10:44pm] |
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panic! at the disco. |
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Soooo....cruised around Ghettoburg with Dillon(sp?) and Sarah C. and Colton and Megan. We had a lotta fun. Then I came back to my home and went to Woodhull for Matt's benefit. Me and Kylie had lots of fun. But I was like...fuckin molested in the bar about 578934 times. Kylie drove! It was so scary. but so much fun. then i got home and it all kinda went downhill. tomorrows my dads birthday. woo. and i smell so nasty...from the bar. ughhh. yeah im going now. kbye.
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[07 Feb 2006|09:42pm] |
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plain white T's-- take me away |
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its gone... Meet the Barkers is gone. im so lame. and pathetic.. but im REALLY gonna miss it. :'(
Amber made me smile... :)
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[07 Feb 2006|04:05pm] |
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carousel-- blink 182 |
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today rocked. me and amber on good terms... not too close but we dont act like weve never meet before. haha. SEXUAL HARASSMENT!... that was the fuckin gayest thing ive heard about in awhile. hmm, i was almost asleep using binders for a pillow in history.. but then the bell rang. and im tryin to think about a stupid song for my lit thingy. i dont know which one to do.... i have like 43 favorites.... and i got yelled at for not washin dishes last night. that sucked and i wasnt sposed to be able to get on the computer today. but moms not here and if i wash the dishes and clean my room i can.
Meet the Barkers tonight. Season Two Finale. :'(
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[06 Feb 2006|07:56pm] |
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we used to be friends-- dandy warhols |
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so today was... ok i guess. i dont get why some ppl have to be so stupid about things. brent and codfish got in this really funny fight at PE. i was laughin so hard. blah blah school was so boring. i had fun in AP.. being stupid. its what i do best. then i got home and my moms sick so i couldnt go to the game. so i was on the computer...big surprise there. me and katie and jade had a lotta fun today. HOW BOUT GO AWAY CUZ NO ONE CARES ABOUT WHAT YOU HAVE TO SAY?!? hahaha. we made a mountain out of the shitty food... it was so cool. tomorrows chorus. the class which i now hate with all my soul. oh well. i got the song that i had been wanting for like 74893 years... actually since the season TWO premier of Meet the Barkers. the season finale is tomorrow. :'( im so sad... a little part of me will die right along with season two. haha. and im so pathetic... im gonna go now. kbye.
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[05 Feb 2006|06:08pm] |
its my bday. YAY. i had to do the whole boring family thing... and then i went to my grandmas.. which is where im at right now. i had my red velvet cake!!! and amber's mad at me i do belive. and i dont care. i only tell the truth... and i wanna know the truth. oh well.. i dont wanna start anymore drama. because its stupid. now were fighting... birthday fun.
the whole world can go suck a cow's dick..
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[04 Feb 2006|10:31pm] |
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where is your boy (acoustic)-- fob |
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The Cities was fun. Waited for a fuckin hour and a half at the Olive Garden to get a damn table. it was Sweetheart Swirl and all the chicks had on their fancy lil dresses and everything.. it was really weird. My dad and I were laughin at all the people though. And I watched em make drinks. Then we went to Best Buy and i met some guy whos in a band who opened for Fall Out Boy before they got really big. we were sittin there in the CD aisle and he was tellin me about how he hangs out with Pete when theyre home and everything. it was cool. he showed me like this pic of him and Joe too. it was awesome. ANYWAYSSSSS. no one's online that I care to talk to. well Ashley is.
almost February 5th.. you know what that means???..... THE SUPERBOWL!!
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[04 Feb 2006|12:32pm] |
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98.9's allll gone. I'm so sad. I was almost crying last night. I'm so bored. We gotta go to Galesburg today so my mom can buy me a fuckin birthday present. Everyones like what are you gonna do for your bday? And Im like well no one can get along long enough to do anything. That's what I want for my birthday, for people to not be assholes. and now my sis has to use the computer.. :'(
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[01 Feb 2006|06:57pm] |
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Yours and Mine-- Fountains of Wayne |
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I had a good time.. even though Sarah's mad a lil at me. That's a lame reason to be mad at me, in my opinion. Then I stayed after school and hung out with Dillion and Taran. It was just me and Dillion for a bit. The cheerleaders came in and he was so distracted. He couldn't hold the pen.. he was mesmerized. Then the janitor bought me a pop.. he's really nice. So me and Dillion and Taran were sittin around doing "homework" and being stupid immature kids. Which is what we do best. I used to think Taran was an ass.. but I was laughin so hard I was crying. We're sittin there and it's all silent and then all a sudden we hear "im a redneck woman i aint no high class broadddddd!!" and it was a lil girl's cell phone going off. It was so weird.. but yeah. Lotsa fun. And I have A LOT of homework.. and none of it's getting done tonight. Oh well.. I wanna talk to Sarah. Since she's pissed at me.. so I can actually find out the real reason why. Have you seen Mike Hunt.. he's runnin around naked. Somewhere...MIKE HUNTTTTTTTT! twas great times with Dillion today.
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[31 Jan 2006|05:06pm] |
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Access Hollywood or something like that. |
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Good report from the dentist. yay!! I wish that I coulda stayed at school though.. it was so boring. Now I'm going to the game with Colton. To sit and watch... and probably be bored. And Erin will be there. That's a good thing. And me and Sarah is alllll good. yay! And I learned some interesting facts about Arizona today.... Like that they get 2 weeks off from school for Halloween and Jade's teacher was racist against him.. and all the other white guys. Haha. Well....i g2g now.
I'm so tired!!!!!
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[31 Jan 2006|07:37am] |
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the vent in the bathroom |
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Blehh. I feel sick. and I don't wanna go to school.. I don't wanna look at people. At least not THESE people... I hope Sarah's not mad and I hope she realizes what's really going on. I'm not trying to be mean. I've been thinking about it lately, and from my experiences so far with friends, I could do wayy better. The ones I have are great for just laughing with and everything, but there are really only 3 friendships that really ARE worth something.. ok maybe more than that. Like 5.
Yesterday was good. I had a lot of fun for the most part. Then when I get home it all goes downhill.. with my mom and everything. I don't wanna be home and I don't wanna be at school. So what am I sposed to do? Hmm... I'm so tired! I FINALLY got to sleep at like 3.. and then got up at 7. I tried to go to sleep since 11... My sister just got outta the shower and started yelling at me so I flipped her off... now I'm gonna get in trouble. Oh well.. I'll deny it.
My birthday is in.... 5 days. I'm not even excited about it anymore... :((
It's Meet the Barkers night though. yay!!
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[30 Jan 2006|07:44am] |
its all good now.
Everything's cool.
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